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Thursday, November 1212.11.09

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after a few days of thinking and emo-ing.

i thought it was time to stop wallowing in self-pity.

stop brooding over being drained.

stop dwelling on you and those days.

stop thinking about those bad things that might happen,or had alrdy happened.

shldnt i be contented that i have a com to use,nice clothes and shoes to wear,comfortable house to live in,a gd schl to study in,6 best friends,caring teachers,and my beloved immediate and maternal family?im unlike those poor kids out there who might be abused,who might be starved,who might be sick with incurable disease,who might be poor to a point tht they dont even have a roof over their heads,who might be beggars on the street,who might have to come out to work at a very tender age,being exposed to all elements?

if i compare,im so much luckier.

so wht if you dont want me?

I dont give it a DAMN.frm nw on.

so wht if you just dont care about me loving you for so long and me trying to help you when you need help?

i dont want to care about all those hurting things that you say,that you do too.not anymore.frm nw on.

so wht if you dont wanna talk to me even if i say hi first?

dont talk lor.it's not like i dont have other ppl who would at least respond to me if i say hi to them.

so wht if you would reject me if i confess?

reject la.i dont care.i nv wanted to confess anw.

so wht if you say ps?

i dont care for it.do you think one "ps" can solve evrth?isnt it too simple?

so wht if i have to love you all my life one-sidedly?

do you care?would you?and at least i will try nt to.i will try to forget you.

i just told myself tdy:i will never shed another tear for you.

6 best friends,caring teachers,and my beloved immediate and maternal family,ILY♥.

you ppl rawks.and re the best no matter what.

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