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Monday, November 3030.11.09
191 post :(
can i have my heart back?
i could give it to someone better.
i surrender.i give up.
i dont wanna continue falling into this bottomless pit.
i tried clinging on the walls but there was nth there.
there used to be sth there when i just started falling,when things were still like before.
and it was the little things tht hearten me.tht make up my day.
but now,there was nth.instead there re only things tht dishearten me,and drain me day by day.
ppl tell me it will be better,but it never turned out to be.
it only makes me feel more tired of evrth.and moping around everyday.
im so afraid im going to break tht promise of mine tht i would never shed another tear for you.
maybe ive ald broken without knowing,that is,im trying to stop brimming tears frm rolling down my face,my neck,my clothes.
give it back.my heart deserves a better owner,unlike you.
Invisible
She can't see the way your eyes will light up when you smile
She never noticed how you stop and stare whenever she walks by
And you can't see me wanting you the way you want her
But you are everything to me
And I just want to show you, she don't even know you
She's never gonna love you like I want to
And you just see right through me but if you only knew me
We could be a beautiful miracle, unbelievable
Instead of just invisible, yeah
There's a fire inside of you that can't help but shine through
But she's never gonna see the light, no matter what you do
And all I think about is how to make you think of me
And everything that we could be
And I just want to show you, she don't even know you
She's never gonna love you like I want to
And you just see right through me but if you only knew me
We could be a beautiful miracle, unbelievable
Instead of just invisible
Like shadows in the faded light, oh, we're invisible
I just wanna open your eyes and make you realize
And I just want to show you, she don't even know you
Baby, let me love you, let me want you
You just see right through me but if you only knew me
We could be a beautiful, miracle, unbelievable
Instead of just invisible, oh, yeah
She can't see the way your eyes will light up when you smile
this is another very emo,and sad post.
but thts really how i feel.
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