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Thursday, December 1717.12.09

it would be the last time.and no matter how much im missing you.i would never see you again.

dont interpret this post as an emo post.

cause im just facing up to the facts,the problems.

instead of deluding myself that it will all be fine,which is just a lie.

just finished reading eclipse.

feel very sad for jacob at the end.

although he's very thick-skinned and rude at first,but thats because he loves bella.

and in the end,he still backed out.

his feelings was probably sth similar to bella's in new moon when edward left her.

but bella couldnt feel exactly like him.

and edward returned for her in the end,but would bella?as his girlfriend?

so,after reading eclipse,i find that the main leads all do rawk.

edward,bella,jacob.

back to the crux of the post.the facts.the problems.

it would probably be the last time i would see you,22 dec.

then what could i do?

lets hope edward's right.that time could heal all wounds for humans.

then i would just leave it.and let the wound slowly heal as time goes by.

i really dont have the faintest idea how it would be like when i would not see you anymore.

unless im so lucky,or we are really fated(which i dont think so),that i see you in school when we come back to visit,or i bumped into you when i go out with my friends or family.

yesterday when i got back home from cruise,i stared at your photo for quite a long time.

and i understood why she said i looked like you.

it's the eyes.

so if the both of us dont wear specs at the same time,or wear specs at the same time,we will look quite alike.

but the thing is in school,i wear specs all the time,but you wear as and when you like it.

so,we arent really the same.

plus,it's no big deal looking alike.

iloveyou,1237 days.

youkeptmyheart,1237 days.

goodbye to you would be forever:`(

and praying that we will meet is no use.

:`( :`(

4th one!:)

sorry for not being with you when you werent feeling happy.

got lots of questions for you about that.

anw,cheerup.i will be with you kays?we'll walk out of the pain from getting hurt together((:

call me when you're online,we shall sing our hearts out!:D

and confide in each other.

ty alot,your posts on my wall made me feel like i was important,i wasnt worthless,and i was loved:))

for the 6 of you:SiQing,Felicia,Rochele,ShuHwee,JingWen,JinKai.

Ty for all the memories you have given me.

and sorry for all the wrong things ive said and done,esp SiQing,JinKai,Felicia and Rochele.

I love you all regardless of anything.

MISSYA!:(

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