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Tuesday, December 88.12.09

TWILIGHT SAGA RAWKS!

love twilight saga((:

so gripping,addictive.

but the only thing is,to some point,at some point,my clothes would be spotted with drops of tears.

cause i couldnt hold back my emotions.

the more i read about bella dreaming those horrible nightmares,

the more i read about how painful it was for bella,the memories and all that,

and whtever that she did-jumping off cliffs,riding motorcycles,getting close to strangers,in order to hear her hallucination of edward's velvet voice.

it all touches me.

im not nearly half as pathetic as her of course.maybe jiejie is.

the only thing is,i've been thrown off the cliff before.(literally)

by two guys.

you know in new moon at la push there's two cliffs,one is the lower and the other the top.

so you threw me off at the lower one.

but ry threw me off at the top.

ry threw first.then you.

but i keep surfacing at the water when you threw me down.

maybe i thought i saw hope above water.

but it might be no hope,or false hope.

but for ry,i guess i alrdy up at the shore,but i havent recovered frm the shock.

but after 3 years,i must have alrdy recovered right?

edward says for humans our memories are no more than a sieve.Time heals ALL wounds.

(one of the reasons i hate him,saying this sentence,anyway.cause it feels so insulting)

but the truth is,i havent.

if i had,i wont dream about you two.

this is emo,yeah.

i would try not to.

so what i shld do is rush through all the love stories be it TV or books or movie.

and once i finish them,i would never touch them.

like what bella and jiejie say,they dont wanna watch any more love stories.

cause it hurts.

i truly feel it now,via book and tv.

i know,i should,must,ought to,need to be strong.

but like it said emo posts will gradually get lesser.

but it still isnt stopping now.

not yet.

a forced smile-:]

and trying to be strong is all that is keeping me from falling to pieces,from falling apart.

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