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Sunday, January 1717.1.10

Face up to the truth,wont you?

do you think disappearing helps?

do you ever stop to spare a thought to think how much it hurts your friends to see you in this state,and refusing to try to get over it?

do you know how it just hurts my heart more to see you in so much pain?when im alrdy in alot of pain because of my changed cousin and him(i have gotten over it only when i dont go and think about it and i hear,see,smell,taste or touch anything that reminds me of him,and despite having gotten over,i still love.)

and the adolescene and my parents only made it worse.

do you actually stop to think too,that if you really decide to stab yourself with a knife,i would never hesitate to go straight to where you are,and snatch the knife from you despite in the process i might get myself hurt?

did you ever stop to think,like i said,that you are throwing away your life that so many wants?

did you really think your life is so rotten?

did you know that many are worse off?

did you see how it really doesnt do anything much to solve your misery and agony,and all of your problems?did you ever understand why i never gave up on trying to pull you out from the tunnel of emoism?

did you see that everyone is really concerned about you being so pessimistic and lifeless about this?

did you really think you should be the sucker you think you are?

to all my questions,you might say,"yeah,im a sucker,i told you,and you are not me,you dont understand how i feel,you are much better off despite your pain for your cousin and him and adolescene and parents.aint i going through adolescene as well?"

but do you know that like tiffany and i have said,so many ppl cares for you.why cant you just try to live for us?ILY.but do you,past caring my feelings like that?

I really have alot to say to you.

i really want to help you to recover.

i know when you are wounded,even if you are recovered,it will also leave scars if the wound is serious.

i dont expect you to recover fully,and pretend like nothing happened.

but at least try to be what you used to be before his presence in your world.

you must try to survive.you cant give up on yourself do you understand that?

im going to be jantu,and you are duoic,and im going to make you have hope in yourself.

im not going to see you lifeless like that,not even wanting to help yourself,just letting yourself rot.

im going to make you alive again.

things might be bad,but you arent alone.we'll pull through together.

keep holding on,please.

i said before,i need the 6 of you.whats going to happen to me if you disappear?

i apologise for all the things i do,all the words i say in the past that hurt you,just dont vanish from my life.

once again,I LOVE YOU!

dont go,okay?we shall face our problems together,and slowly recover from our wounds!smile(:

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