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Tuesday, January 55.1.10

wow,i wasnt really that freaky.

and i actually think that 1BN rawks too!though 6-2 rawks more((:

the boys wasnt as bad as what i thought on orientation camp,(one of them(kelionel)rejecting to stand with a whole row of girls-_-)esp the guys around me(zhicai beside me and the other guy behind me whose name i forgot,and including kelionel too,whos in front of me)

and i got 3 friends alrdy!they are kaiyun,eunice and fiona.

actually stasia is supposed to be my friend too,but we dont really talk.more like an acquaintance.

other classmates also acquaintances((:

today="4th anniversary"

you see,same alrdy,4 years very pro ar?

and what i wrote on facebook and msn that sounds like breakup is meant for many people around me.

and i dont have a bf to start with,(its totally impossible that anyone will like me)cause im supposed to be like my blog link:lovelorn.

and then the it's funny how someone breaks your heart and you still love them with all the little pieces doesnt only apply to you.

look at that cousin of mine.

how he changed and broke my heart.

and how i still want us to be the same.

i know we wont be the same anymore,same as with you.

cause you all changed.

esp you,cousin.i dont feel like saying your name cause it really hurts like i said in msn's pm.

we used to be close like we can stick together forever.

we were close cousins.

you were the only one i would talk to in paternal family.

but we arent now.

3 years le.maybe you dont even care,but i do.

i dont like the reversion now.

in the sense that sean's closer to me than you are to me.

like he will still talk to me but you wont.and you dont want to.

i will never want to see you again.

unless we will be the same.

cause it just causes awkwardness.

and unhappiness.

its not like im not miserable enough.

so i dont need you as a add-on to my misery.

it's simply enough.

cant post lyrics up for get it over,so just click the link and see for yourself:

http://www.metrolyrics.com/get-over-it-lyrics-avril-lavigne.html

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