love ; ♥yesterday night , my uncle passed away , and so today i went to the funeral .
according to my mum ,my cousins as in his children cried damn hard when the line went dead .
he's like struck with cancer a week or two ago i think , and it's the last stage .
so many people seem to die of cancer in this world , because of all the bad habits of smoking and drinking , and eating all the unhealthy food .
health is wealth .
love is not only about giving all you have to those you love , caring for them , and stuff , but also to make sure you would always be there for them until the end . so if you don't make sure you live to be for them , you haven't loved them enough .
anti-smoking / anti-drinking / anti-eating unhealthy food post LOL :D
okay , it's not that funny , i mean everything i said .
-end of little rant -
so , my dad came and fetched me and my mum to the funeral .
it's kinda empty cause it's still quite early .
my cousins seem quite upset , but i can see that they are trying their very best to be strong .
so is my aunt . it's like you could see she was actually gonna cry , but she held the tears back and tried to smile and chat with my relatives and stuff .
i offered the incense sticks and then ate lunch there . after that i helped to fold the paper money or whatever you call it . i love doing those :] and it's kinda nice to know that i can help .
more relatives came as time passed by , and they all started to chat and reminisce . it's really amusing how every single one of them sees me and they will go , you've grown up ehs or something . and it's sad too if you really think about it . it just shows we all have gone on separate ways and never really gotten in touch unless there's something on .
which is why sometimes when you lost your loved one(s) , it might not be completely bad . it brings everyone together and make them realise the importance of one another , of love . it makes them treasure one another more cause they had just lost one more person that meant something to them . why it's sometimes , though , is because , not everyone is willing to be brought together . not everyone feels and realises and treasures .
and i have to say , i enjoyed myself today . even when i was the only kid there . i liked the feeling of nostalgia in the air . when we laugh about the past memories . when we reminisce about what we had together . but today would never be as good as my grandfather's funeral where i stayed there throughout , with all of my cousins there . with all of my relatives there . with the unforgettable feeling that it gives me . because none of them really felt the need to be there .
and yeah , this is today , my last day of holiday . tomorrow is school . looking forward to it cause there's no class ;D well , and i would be able to see bn ♥. hope this year will be better , despite all the stress , and change of teachers . (:
